[Verse 1]
My mind is down in the clouds tonight
Spitting rain through a static light
I kissed the dirt, love the taste when I fall
A love song carved on a bathroom stall
[Verse 2]
The pain is delightful, I relish the anguish
Make me a shit salad — use it to vanquish the valid
Feast on the mess like it’s holy cuisine
Dressed in regret, bathed in amphetamine
[Chorus]
Lick the blade, kiss the stain
Smile like thunder, laugh through the pain
We don’t pray — we ignite
My mind’s still down in the clouds tonight
Feed me lies dressed as wine
Call it love when you cross the line
We don’t break — we combust
In rot and ash we trust
[Verse 3]
Truth is a razor that sings when it cuts
Faith is a joke in a world full of guts
I sip from a chalice of backwash and bile
Call it communion — I gag with a smile
[Bridge]
I sleep with the lights on — dark feels fake
Dreams scream louder when you’re wide awake
Found a note in my boot — said, “this is the end”
Signed in spit, “Love, your only friend”
I peeled back the quiet — heard ticking beneath
Time doesn’t heal, it just grits its teeth
If I vanish tonight, don’t bother the rain —
I was born from the feedback, baptized in pain
[Chorus]
Lick the blade, kiss the stain
Smile like thunder, laugh through the pain
We don’t pray — we ignite
My mind’s still down in the clouds tonight
Spit the truth, choke the trust
Scrape out your name in radioactive dust
We don’t die — we combust
In rot and ash we trust
[Outro]
Razorblades and butterflies,
Cut my flesh and please my eyes
Beauty hurts when it doesn’t lie
So kiss me once and let me die